I don't get it

I worked hard to keep the volume steady and did not check the results until the very end of the week, that way I could keep focused on playing and not letting my mind wander because of the graph. Sadly enough, things are not going very well.

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Not only am I running 15k chips above the Ev line but I'm not making any money. In my head that doesn't really make much sense since I've been running ridiculously bad, or at least it felt that way. After seeing that, I know this sample is going nowhere. My focus will and should be on finishing it up, try to keep my BR alive for that period of time and start a new one fast.

I keep coming back to those 3 x75 spins I couldn't win which could at least keep the BR healthy while this bad stretch ends. Nothing more to do than push through and keep going forward.

The idea is to finish the sample by the end of next week. Playing my usual weekly volume I'd only have to add a few spins every day to make it. Again, as long as my BR survives the coolers, there should not be much trouble.

Finished reading Atomic Habits last week which lots of highs, all I have to do now is put some of the ideas to the test so it's not a waste. Decided to jump next to The Lady of the Lake which I'm very much enjoying, not really understanding some complains I read about the book following uninteresting stories.

I also had a productive week since I resumed the Unreal course. Finished the first game on C++ but when I was about to get to the good stuff of the first game using Unreal the engine crashed. Will try to figure out how to make it work today but I'm not planning to spend much time on it today.

Also watched two training videos I had for a few days as to not lose sight of my studies.

There were also issues in the borders of the country after the interim president was working on getting some humanitarian aid in with medicines and food inside only to find the regime burning some of the trucks to the ground. I tell you, I have not idea what else those fuckers want. Whoever says socialism is good but hasn't lived it, should be punched in the face.

After a few days journaling, I came back with a few ideas for articles so I'm going to make the effort to publish something on Medium. I talked about it a while ago but never actually went for it, was always thinking my writing was not good enough or the content wasn't good enough but won't know for sure until I actually publish it, right?

And that pretty much sums up my week. Will get a few more training videos to watch, focus on getting my volume in and work on finishing the sample the best way possible. As usual, you can find me posting hands and, more recently political stuff about my country, on Twitter. Will bring a new update next week, until then!

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